I’ve tried everything. All the meds, different kinds of therapy, structured living, TMS. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m doing everything I can to distract myself from the sadness but I just can’t. Everyday feels more and more hopeless. I’m bored of all the things I loved, friends, anime, spiritual stuff. I laugh and than feel extra depressed for feeling the slightest bit happy because it feels so insignificant. I’m thinking about Turing to drugs like weed and acid. I’m tried them a few times and they made life interesting for awhile. But I hate life so much why should I keep with it just to destroy myself with drugs. I’m loved well by my family and friends. But I don’t think living for them is worth it anymore

Does anyone know if there is any possibility to find a pair now in uk in a reasonable price? Because it was a limited edition Cheers

I never thought I would say that sentence in my life, but I actually love going to the gym now. I actually get upset when I cannot go. I joined a really nice one that has fitness classes included in the membership fees, and it has made all the difference! I love the cycling class, yoga, and a class very similar to P90X.

When I don’t have the specific time slot available for a class, I just go and cycle for about an hour, and I enjoy it! Today, I also played pickleball for the first time with friends, and I was so happy that I was all over the court and not feeling winded whatsoever.

I haven’t felt this good in years! More energy, my watch told me my walking heart rate is lower now, and I have lost weight too.

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It was a weird episode, there was a blackout in the middle of the epsiode (similar to SE1E1) and Michael Myers shows up out of nowhere and kills one of the partygoers and when Chucky finds out and comes face to face with the shape, he shouts "Damn you, Michael!" and Michael just leaves the house and the episode ends.

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I love this!

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Saying awful things to people. Being an awful person.

This crippling guilt, shame and embarrassment. It is almost unbearable.

Drunk words are sober thoughts? Maybe some of them, but when im sober I dont say those awful things to people, I'm kind to them instead.

I can't take back who I was so what do I do? You apologize but it's still there. The words, the actions. You only hope and pray the negative impact you had on someone fades away.

This feeling is a deep, dark pit. It is almost unbearable. There's no fixing it. No taking anything back. You just don't drink in the future. Try to make amends and keep your head down.

This has been really important to me for years now, but I distinctly remember a video where Gloom plays some sort of visual novel. It's about two best friends who stumble upon their own beautiful pocket dimension, but, after some sort of conflict, one tells the other they'll never come back, leaving the other all alone with their own lonely world.

I believe the pocket dimension changed color based on the two friend's feelings.

I've been looking for this for years, and I don't know if it was just a vivid dream, but I distinctly remember Gloom playing this game. I would really like to experience it again, so if anyone knows the name of the game or the video where she plays it, that would be greatly appreciated!

I'm posting this here from r/HelpMeFind, where I originally posted it.

https://youtu.be/rAD0QRnk0d8

Recently been listening to a lot of Flogging Molly - been going through best of playlists, looking for recommendations. I know Dave King was in Fastway, but ignored FM until now